today the universe reminded me to be more in the moment....
AGAIN
as i drove into the rear end of someone's car that i hadn't noticed had come to a complete stop
AGAIN
for the second time in two months


HELLOOOOOO

some way to manifest a new car hmpf

jack ass

listen to the universe

find your center

stop giving poor law-abiding slow people whiplash

slow

calm

peace

namaste

start-up company crappy management blues

after the year i had last year it seems impossible that i would be complaining about my job but i am
so not happy with this company
hired for half what i'm used to making but happy to be doing something sort of cool i say yes and sign the damn contract...only to realize a week or two in that the guy who "hired" me doesn't do work as part of his job...no work involved...only stting around surfing internet and playing big chief cool guy

result: my other not quite half time colleague has quit

result: i am doing all the work and management couldn't care less because i'm onthe hook and it costs less and jobs like this one don't come along in this crappy part of the world that often
(there are two full-time people doing the same amount of work in other depts)


there's more to it but i bore myself
can't sleep

very irritated all the time


want to leave europe and work with people who aren't so damn narrow minded

sorry blogworld another whiny post

i have no liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiife.