and then the next day came along much like the one before only the clouds had passed and it all just seemed a little less sad

maybe not this one...a little too pristine...




not too cutesy either but

theres a part of me that's been been hanging out on a porch somewhere in a warm climate making jewellery and being a bohemian

far away from nasty little french men and the whole caste system that is life

the air is heavy with the scent of green and maybe just a hint of the ocean


and i am calm

i guess it can be said that i dont do much to maintain or cultivate relationships

a true capricorn hermit

think i'm going to invent a new blog, ingognito whose sole purpose is to get hits

...let me

....entertain you

hearby vow to lose 20 lbs in the next 2 months

just to keep my self informed...here's the weekly update...


have won the admiration of my colleagues and thus created a small following for daring to do what i do so well...yell back...and so life goes on...


tapitty-tapitty-tapitty-tap


much cheese written this week

queen of cheese i am

must go to work and face the nasty little man. how exciting. what good things are in store for me today....

maybe its time to lose the easter colours


and the easter decorations


i like easter


you haven't heard boo from me because it's been sunny and gorgeous and my mom's been here

so i've been busy and content

now she's gone and i'm bumbed

i want to go back to 1990 for a week or two and just take a break

it's weird

because i live in this alternate reality called expat land which is unaffected by all the things that make home so different than it was when i first left, my idea of going home seems to have become like time travel

if i could go anywhere, it would be were the gap wasn't so damn large

it's not the ocean anymore it's the seconds and the hours and the days

Go ahead make an example out of me, i'm flattered

feeling kind of dumped at the moment. guess i just aint interesting enough.gotta find inner motivation again....hmn how bout whining about what happened at work. here we go...since i'm up thinking about it anyway...

thurs night...child sick sick sick...
fri am better but not enough for school...result. i stay home as i am entitled to do by law 2days per year per child

but being responsible n all i call in and tell them, also mentioning that i could do some work from home and would come with child if needs be to fix any problems should they arise...

problems arise...as they have no back up for me need to drag poor sick child off couch and into the car to work (baaddddd mommy)

i get to work - kids in tow

go see nasty little french man for a briefing because that is what i'm trained to do - debrief at every debrief-able moment

lets just say it was after lunch nd that seems to be a bad time for nasty little french man posssibly due to his affection for alcohol...

he REEMs on me...ScREAMS AT ME...nonsense and babble about how i only do as i please blah d blah ? !!!???? what?!!! i tried to explain and there was no explaining he just got louder...and so so did i and yes this was in front of my kids and the whole office i feel sick

well anyway he was way out of line as by law it is my right to take that day off if i n^have to, and i had to and i have a medical certificate for it and he is going to eat his hat on monday

nevertheless i feel a witchburning in the air

should i quit? i feel so sick about it i dont want to go back its so fucked

what do you say universe head held high once again

what's with these men that need to thwart me? i say fuck'em or letem continue to fuck themselves, even better...

this baby has been keeping me sleepless and wreaking havoc upon my life for over a week now...

alone

alone, originally uploaded by blue.fairie.

Thanks Vh