Maybe its not nice to cut and paste other peoples photos/drawings into my blog without the proper accreditations. But it's kind of like cutting out magazine pics and sticking them on your bedroom wall...totally innocent. or doing collage. so if i have been bad i am truely sorry. but i will continue to do it because pictures mean i dont have to write so much. which is lazy but whatever. also i like to make my blog pretty as i am not so gifted at the writing part. this is a surprise to me, having been fairly good at it back when i was feeling like a real person many years ago. then i started splitting myself into smaller units giving a third of my brain to each child and the result is total distraction. i could write about being an expat and an expat-mom and an anarchist of sorts and escapism and unemployment and extreme employment and glamour and loneliness and fairytales and emtpy fridges and dirt under my fingernails that wont scrub off. i could write about the bubble and how i slowed down time inside the bubbble and how i wish everyone else would be the same when i return to the homeland once a year. but i CANT. i'm ADD. ALL THE TIME. i can only spurt off the surface. i can come up with a great story skeleton but i cant meat it in.
or is that WONT, says the Critic.
cantwontcantwontcantwontcantwont...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!