wow. today i have reached record bitchiness. provoked by an internet cable which is continuously snaked across the house cutting off chi and tripping people daily because it's too much to ask the hearby deemed Untouchable to put his toys away in their proper place. or to wait until the dishwasher is full before running it. or to respect any of the systems i put in place in this prison i am forced to run. and so it came out. i don't love you any more. i've been shoving it back down for a long time, but today, unwittingly, without much provocation, out it jumped. along with, i deeply resent and despise you. to which he continued to whistle hits of the 80's and tell me it was just because i got drenched with reality yesterday and am a histerical fool. did i mention that i also completely disrespect you too, Mr Untouchable? what am i going to do with this? i hate him. i love him. but i hate him.