reason 1: money. only netting 860 euros after putting in 15 10-14 hr days and working through lunch is demotivating if not downright illegal. 5 euros/hr net. i want to die. no. i want to live.

reason 2: dignity. being constantly told to do things which are wrong, is an old art department way of eliminating the competition.

so i don't see a future here any more.

in fact, i'm having a hard time seeing a future at all these days.