Well i suppose i should delete that little outburst. But not yet. I'm still pissed at being oggled by those googly eyes first thing in the morning.
and i was all ready to blog about something completely different, which was wiped right out of my mind. so i wrote it a little later. and my netscape page froze so i couldn't publish the blog. it was all about meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
notice the echo. that is because life is very empty at the moment. and so am i.
except for the RAGE and FRUSTRATION i feel at having wasted nearly 20 years in europe to have my dreams dissolve and my world fall apart because of some dishonest dickhead producers who would rather wipe out an industry than cough up the cash. or at least that's what i'm told. i don't believe anything anymore.
btw: in case that last bit of word flinging tempts anyone to label me as an infidel, or a loose canon,i am not. i am a discreet, hardworking, dedicated individual who knows how to get things done and can't stand people taking advantage of this...if i grieve it is not for nothing.
and i am sick of swallowing it.
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You're in Europe? What has happened?
you haven't wasted twenty years, you've lived them. it really doesn't matter if they've accrued into some kind of monument or not. you're still here, you've touched people, they touched you, and you're not done yet -- not by a long shot.
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