today i'm going to go and be an extra. the theme is funereal in the rain. the pay is 30 euros. coffee is free. it will be like a nice little low stress underpaid reunion.
i'm actually looking forward to it.

currently worried about my hair. straight or wavy? dunno.

have started to become thin again. bye bye big voluptuous breasts. bye bye double chin. bye bye spare tire. bye bye tired puffy eyes. bye bye arm fat. am i sick? or is it just the absence of pasta and bread. whatever. it's working.

am a little bit reminded of why i chose to work in the fairy tale industry. i like many things about this life. i like short straight answers to my questions. i like immediate results. i like that once it's over, it' over. i am finding that my project making in the real world is frought with many long uneccessary pauses while i wait for people to maybe read the emails. i am finding that ladies who are married to important bankers have important friends and therefor get more immediate, more generous responses. i am finding that my time is valuable and that too much volunteerism makes a monkey out of jane. i am remembering how wonderful it is to flip the bird at all these silly people from the real world.

hmn. anything else? anything positive? oh. a guy from denver is interested in buying all this ski stuff we inherited from a film and so hopefully that will translate into some rent. another reason i MUST look into shipping. that's right. still haven't done it.

feel a bout of dumpster diving coming on.